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[14 Jul 2002|10:27pm] |
im deleting this journal. all this is causing is pain and missunderstanding
out of everyones curiosity i did break up with amy. im hurt. but it wasnt meant to be. maybe i'll have a journal somewhere else. you'll find out if your my friend
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[14 Jul 2002|12:14am] |
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You are 59% GAY!
it keeps going up! hahaha
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(kiss me)
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[13 Jul 2002|10:54pm] |
light of some kind (ani difranco)
i wish i didn't have this nervous laugh i wish i didn't say half the stuff i say i wish i could just learn to cover my tracks i guess i'm not concerned about getting away
'cause every time i try to hold my tongue it slips like a fish from a line they say if you want to play you should learn how to play dumb i guess i can't bring myself to waste your time
'cause we both know what i've been doing i've been intentionally bad at lying you're the only boy i ever let see through me and i hope you believe me when i say i'm trying and i hope i never improve my game yeah i'd rather have these things weighing on my mind and at the end of this tunnel of guilt and shame there must be a light of some kind there must be a light of some kind
i must have blown a fuse or something cause it was so dark in my mind she came up to me with the sweetest face and she was holding a light of some kind and i still think of you as my boyfriend i don't think this is the end of the world but i think maybe you should follow my example and go meet yourself a really nice girl
'cause we both know. . .
in the end the world comes down to just a few people but for you it comes down to one but no one ever asked me if i thought i could be everything to someone there's a crowd of people harbored in every person there are so many roles that we play and you've decided to love me for eternity i'm still deciding who i want to be today
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[10 Jul 2002|01:41pm] |
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new layout everyone!
featuring ani difranco. woo!
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[08 Jul 2002|10:27am] |
im really annoyed with livejournal. things i read upset me and stuff like that. i dunno. its just not fun anymore.
maybe i should stop using it. i just dont know
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[06 Jul 2002|09:37pm] |
ALANA I LOVE YOU WITH EVERYTHING
JULY 4, 2002
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[06 Jul 2002|04:52pm] |
hahahahaha -yoink- i stole alanas journal
tis i! little amy!!!!! alanas one and only muahahahaa
uhhhh i odnt know what to say!!1 oh yea!! alana is rad and you all better be nice to her cause i love her more then anything and shes the greatest!!!!!!
alana says if i type in this you all are going to think shes crazy... hmm I THINK NOT!!!
well listen , i just wanted to feel cool and write in alanas journal.... mostly to tell her
I LOVE YOU ALANA!!!!
heh.. anyway if any of you want to check out my journal do so here
well thats alll
-amy
i <3 alana
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[04 Jul 2002|11:58am] |
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happy 4th all. im so glad i finally got plans..and the best plans in the world. hopefully there wont be any terrorist stuff. my sister is very worried about it. anyway, im off soon. hope you all have a good and safe day
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[01 Jul 2002|10:44pm] |
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im upset that karla decided to publicly post our argument in her livejournal. but im not gonna fight on this one. as much as it hurts my ego, fighting will do nothing. *sigh*
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[01 Jul 2002|08:06pm] |
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it all makes sense now. hahaha. at least i hope it does. rumors are bad
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